it's quarter to 8 in the morning and yet i can't even sleep. i'm so confused. i dont know what to do.
at first, i thought that i can handle everything that i was planning for summer. my ojt. my side line. everything for summer. but that's what i thought. in all of a sudden, those plans were ruined.
it happens when i thought that all about my ojt thingy were perfectly arranged. i went to lbc express in pasay, near the domestic airport, because the hr said that i will be interview and orient for my ojt. i was so nervous because its my first time to be interview for a training. when i met this hr, she gave me a little talk, asked something about me, and questioned me if i got first those requirements.
-recommendation letter = check
-3 photocopies and original of nbi clearance = what the-, kailangan pa ba yan? ojt lang naman tong kinukuha ko.
-certificate of enrollment = i dont have it yet, syempre hindi pa enroll kaya to follow na lang (considered)
-evaluation form for ojt = kukuha pa lang sa ue.
grr... ang daming kailangan! at ang sabi lang sakin eh recommendation letter lang, hindi man lang sakin sinabi nung una pa lang na kailangan ng nbi clearance, ang tagal kayang kunin yon.
and after that, "if you already have all of that just text me and come back here" thats what all she said.... and "i can leave"..
is that you called an interview? i do even searched about there company in case there is a question about it, but as i unexpected there's no I.N.T.E.R.V.I.E.W.
i came back home and mommy accompanied me to nbi in marilao. after the process, the releasing of my nbi clearance will be in may 2. May 2? shocks!! may 10 is the start of my side line. which i will choose? the ojt, which i needed for my ad pro subject next sem or the side line which i wanted because i want to buy the stuffs that i want and treat my parents even just for once, in my own money. and i think that job will give me a different experience on the outside world.
waarrrghhh...
ano ba tong gagawin ko?? napapaenglish tuloy ako ng wala sa oras.
hayz.. what shall i do? i now that i need to give up one of these two, and thats what i want;(
i feel so melancholic because i need to sacrifice the one that i want and it feels like my dream was taken away from me;(
is there someone who can cheer me up?:(
